this long hard road i now travel has completely engulfed me in the nothingness , that persistently breaks down my thoughts into to no more than actions.when it ends , shall i stay motionless , encouraging an icy embrace of a paralyzing emptyness, where as the mind and body no longer function and move?i guess the only way to find the answer, would be when all has run it's course.until that point is reached  ,  i am alone in the darkness eluded by an ever fading light . a light that shines no false promises of better times , but  more so a  hope that in all the blinded wandering.........perhaps one day that light may annihilate the void created herein.